By Patrick John Mills and Albert Lightstone

This season we had a spectacular array of plays in addition to a slew of multitalented artists displaying their work in The Spotlight Gallery of the Janigan Studio. To finish up the year, we are pleased to have renowned artist Patrick John Mills showcasing his breathtaking work which is a reflection of both his talents and the ongoing battle he is having with a terrible affliction.

In order to prepare for this interview, I had perused a number of his videos on YouTube. I must say that it was truly fascinating to watch him at work.

He took time out to discuss with us his journey and his work to date.

Where are you from?
My mother’s womb. I am not trying to be a joker with this response. My mother was my first country. And it was her emotional umbrella that hosted me.

What did you study?
My father was a product of his generation. So with the tools of his love, he guided me towards studying civil engineering. I was very gifted in mathematics and physics, but just because you are good at something does not mean that you can do it. My father died of a heart attack during the summer after my second year of studies. And I found myself falling into art.

How did you end up in Ottawa?
My first wife had family who lived in Ottawa. After Isabelle was born, we moved from London, England, to be closer to her family.

When did you realize that you wanted to become an artist? Did you study towards that goal?
I did not wish to be an artist. It was something I resisted and resisted. But I found myself painting 40 hours a week every week for three years. So that paintings kept piling up. When I completed my university degree at Concordia (with a major in Childhood Studies), I moved back to Vancouver. I got a full-time job for a few months. And quit that. I decided to accept being an artist. So I started painting 70 to 110 hours a week for the next two years. I figured if I was going to be successful as an artist… I’d better develop my skills.

You mention in one of your videos that you lived out west on “skid row” before moving out to London and living in Covent Gardens. Tell me please about the journey and how it influenced you an artist.
I was living with my sister. But her marriage fell apart leaving me in a pretty compromising situation. So I found a place I could afford – $500 per month. I lived a block from Main and Hastings. I had never done drugs, never smoked a cigarette, never even tried coffee. So I was pretty naïve to life on skid row. Oddly I loved it. I found an acute sense of freedom that was intoxicating and liberating. I also met some really interesting individuals who were raw and most kind. I do not think living on skid row influenced me much as an artist, but rather more as a human being. The fragile nature of life made me very aware of how delicate we are.

I sold 14 paintings one week and moved to London, England. I missed nature. I had a willow tree in Richmond that I loved very much. That tree was a friend to me. I spent time painting five canvases over a two-month period. When I moved to London I was surrounded by buildings and more buildings. I missed my willow tree. So I did a series of paintings titled Willow World. They were large, modern, abstract paintings with approximately 25 delicate layers of oil paint. They were well received and I won some awards and managed to purchase a property in East London.

How did you end up back in Canada?
My daughter was born and I wished to raise her in Canada. This was a difficult decision. I was only 32 years old. My career was doing well as an artist. We sold our belongings and returned to Ottawa mortgage free. We had enough money to buy our 3-bedroom house, 2-bedroom apartment, and studio without a mortgage.

You have an art factory in Renfrew and a studio. What’s the difference?
I purchased an old foundry / factory that used to make manhole covers in Renfrew. It is a 10,384 square foot building. The property has five lots of land on the main road of Renfrew. There is a duplex house, an attached building at the rear of our home that has been converted into an art supply store. There is a 1,500 square foot warehouse that is an exhibition space and show room. The main building is still under construction, but I anticipate renovations will be completed late spring, early summer of 2024. It will be the largest independently owned non-government-funded art space in Canada.

How do you divide your time between the two?
I am a very hard-working individual. My time management is very disciplined. My level of involvement in my life is very focused. I have been painting for 31 years. I have thousands and thousands of paintings. I have sold over 5,000 works of art. So I wished to create something more than paint on canvas.

I wanted to create an economic ecosystem that is interactive with the community that celebrates creativity and connection. The Art Factory main building will host the arts… painting, dance, music, film, poetry, theatre, comedy, wellness, art classes, events… anything that brings people together to celebrate art and the human soul. I find the time. But it is taking a lot longer and more work than anticipated. Not to mention money. I have spent approximately 1.2 million dollars. Soon it will be completed and this vision will be shared with art lovers. But in short… I find the time. It is important. I believe in this vision. The heart beats with a little extra red blood when there is passion involved.

Is there a story behind one of the paintings displayed at the OLT?
There is always a story behind each painting. For me – a painting is a window to your soul. Every painting is a self-portrait of your emotional landscape.

What about the huge one now hanging in the Janigan Studio. What’s the dimension and the background story?
The painting is called
Life is Beautiful – I Love You
Oil on canvas
5 x 12 feet
Price: $18,000

Last year I spent 52 days in a coma, 62 days on life support, and 99 days in hospital. I lost 86 pounds and was not expected to live. For over a year, I was not able to paint.

This is the first large painting I completed upon returning into my art studio. I am trying to communicate how we are energy. If we experienced a black hole, if we had zero gravity. The planet earth would be the size of a tennis ball, and we would be 1/100000000000000000000000000000000000000000 the size of a grain of sand. Relative to matter we are essentially nothing but energy and love. While I was in a coma, my soul fed off love, prayers, and spiritual energy.

My love Tanja was at my bedside for 99 days. She spent 12-14 hours every day advocating for me. This painting is an ode to her love.

What do you find to be the most popular sizes that you paint and sell?
The paintings are large. Yes. I wanted to focus on sharing something more epic and create an experience for OLT visitors. I do not focus on selling paintings. The inspiration is pure in its expression. And paintings find homes in art lovers’ hearts. After 31 years of making art… I have trust that each time I jump into my palette of colours I will take flight and the work will migrate to where it belongs. I have always lived in abundance. I have never gone a day without food. I have always had clean cloths. And life is pretty spectacular. And the sun will rise tomorrow and I will shine. The rest are details.

I have a personal question about wall size. I never know how much bare wall should be around the painting. Is there a rule of thumb when deciding if a painting would fit the wall?
This is a rather interesting question. I have no rules. I guess it all depends on what you feel is correct for you. Personal preference.

In some of your videos, you are painting nature (Ottawa River outside in the middle of winter, downtown Ottawa near Parliament). How did you manage to keep your hands from freezing and still be creative?
I have very high circulation. And I focus so intensely that my mind escapes my body. The cold acts as a catalyst. The colder it is… the more you have to focus on your creative flow to become out of body-centred. If you are getting cold, you are failing to achieve the state or level of creative flow. I suspect it is similar to running a marathon, you either are going to run or not. The pain is part of the experience.

What is the process from start to finish of creating one of your works? How are you inspired? How long does it take? Do you do a paper drawing first?
I could write this reply for a million pages. But I will email you THE EGG, or THE KITE. It is something printed to share specific for OLT… 600 brochures.

Acrylic or oil? Which do you prefer and why?
Oil. The flesh of the paint has more depth to the finished results. You can achieve more sensational precise blends and textures. The paint can have more volume and release. Oil is much more demanding to manipulate as an artist. But once you have devoted the time… the final results are like making love naked vs with clothes on. LOL.

I have to ask. What’s the story with the paint splattered pants hanging on the wall?
Why not? I find it very human and fun. I was respectful to not put my underwear and socks on exhibition. My intention was to remind those looking at my art that I work. This is my business uniform that I go to my office in. We all wear clothes. And if you can imagine yourself putting on these pants, how you might feel to walk in my shoes, perhaps you will paint and make art. The pants are an invitation to the viewer to put yourself in my shoes.

Have you received any awards? If so, which have the most meaning for you?
I have received many awards. I have been in approximately a thousand newspapers, press, radio, TV… all sorts of stuff. They do not mean anything to me. I see them as marketing and bridges to help share and communicate my passion and love for art. I hope that it inspires others to connect to their inner creative voice.

Has your work been displayed in other famous locales aside from the Ottawa Little Theatre? (In a video you mention that the Prince of Morocco bought one)
I have had shows in Europe and North America and sold five to six thousand paintings to people all over the world. I have been invited to meet the Queen of England. But I never went to that art opening. I did not care to meet her. I did not think we were going to have any worthwhile conversation nor valuable interaction. My art agent was pretty pissed off at me. But I was not seeking approval. When I was a patient at the Queensway-Carleton hospital, I was most rewarded and inspired by the doctors, nurses and staff. I do not look up to famous people. I look around to see kind loving individuals. In my mind my wife is the best kept secret on planet earth and beyond.

Do you mind talking about the disease that you are battling? What exactly is it in layman’s terms?
Chronic Lymphocytic Leukemia (CLL) is blood cancer. My bone marrow does not produce a healthy number of 2 out of 5 antibodies. So now I have to put three needles into my stomach and inject 50 ml of blood products once a week for the rest of my life. My cancer is in remission. And thank you to those individuals who donate blood. You do not know how much I appreciate you. Thank you.

It’s obvious how it would affect you physically. How does it play into your art work?
My emotions have been on maximum overload. And now they are a thousand times more intense. It is pretty overwhelming. But I love it all. I feel intensely happy to be alive. Every day is a massive gift. I do not complain about small trivial matters so much. I still complain, but maybe with a little smile.

You appear to have a loving and strong relationship with your wife Tanja. Where did you meet and how long have you been together? Why does she call you Buba?

Tanja is my jewel. J is for jewel. We met online. Plenty of Fish online dating about six years ago. I saw a photo of her laughing at life and herself while riding a camel in Mongolia. And I was instantly moved. So I messaged her, “What is bigger – Your heart or Your Soul?” I am not sure what motivated me to ask such a question. As it was most random and had never happened before. But it sparked her curiosity and we found true love. We have been together for a little over six years. She says it is her soul that is bigger, but I am convinced it is her heart.

Tanja used to call me Bubbles. And one morning she shortened it to Buba. She calls me that out of love and affection. I copied her and now we call each other Buba. She now says it is weird to call me Patrick and not Buba.

You published a book which is available for sale. What is it about?
The book is a collection of words, ideas that try to express and capture my life.

In the video you mention that it is important to give back to the community. Why?
In my life I have been so profoundly blessed by the love and kindness of others, that I feel an obligation to give. It also simply feels good to give.

How are you affiliated with the OLT? What do you think of our shows?
Siegfried Schleich has been a dear friend of mine for 15 years. He is someone who I deeply appreciate and respect. But I would never tell him that. I call him a bastard to his face. And we go out for wings and beers together. But on a serious note, Siegfried is one of my best friends in life. He has invited me to OLT several times. And I am always amazed at just how creative, human, talented, passionate, and generous the crew / actors were.

(Note: Siegfried is not only a patron of the OLT but his firm does the printing of our brochure, show programs and display posters)

How did you feel when Venetia contacted you to display?
It warmed my heart more than I can express. I lack the words to express just how deeply I appreciated her reaching out to display my work.

Do you do commissions?
No. I did three commissions in 31 years. A judge at the Supreme Court of Canada (he wishes to remain private) asked me to do a commission. We talked for almost an hour in his living room. The conversation was most delightful. Tanja was with us. So they twisted my arm to be open-minded to the idea. Reluctantly I walked out into his backyard to entertain the idea. And much to my surprise I opened my eyes to the idea and proceeded to move forward with the commission. But I am a stubborn thick-headed idiot. It was the conversation and open demeanor of our conversation that allowed me to be receptive to entertain the concept and project.

How do people contact you to view your work and purchase a piece.
People can call me, or email me.
613 299 1873
patrickjohnmills@gmail.com

If they wish to buy a small work on paper or book… e-transfer to the above email address. I have auto deposit set up. Pay and go.

If you wish to send me a photo of you holding the work on paper or you holding the book – I would appreciate that very much.

If you are wishing to purchase one of the large oil paintings… call me on the phone. Priority is given to who contacts me first. And payment and collection / delivery of artwork can be arranged.

If you wish to arrange a private studio visit and Art Factory tour, email or call me to set up an appointment. The Art Factory is open Wednesday to Saturday 10am to 5pm.

Live Love Art
Patrick John Mills

Thank you, Patrick, for sharing your talents at our Spotlight Studio. Your work is truly impressive and inspirational. We wish you good luck in the future and pray for your improved health and continuing recovery.